Jack of Some Trades, Master of None!

I wasn't feeling really well for the past days. My head hurt so much, it felt so heavy. My lips had some spasm. My arms too. On Friday morning, I went home because I wasn't feeling well. My hands and feet went cold, my body felt so heavy, and my heart rate went up. I asked my sister to get my blood sugar count and it was only 55. I ate lollipop and then rice with hotdog. I ate lunch after and went to sleep because my head felt so heavy like something is pulling it down. I decided not to go back to the office because my body was so heavy. I wasn't dizzy like before but I felt so tired. Came Saturday and Sunday but I was still feeling the same. I haven't done anything productive. I went to work on Monday but I didn't go back to work in the afternoon because I still wasn't feeling well. I told my family what I was feeling and they told me to get another check up so I asked the doctor's secretary. On Tuesday, I was still feeling the same but I survived the day. ...

Never in my mind have I thought that I was going to a psychiatrist. But I did. It was my last option. I already did several tests that produced thankfully normal results except for the Mitral Valve Prolapse diagnosis part. I was supposed to feel okay but I didn't. I was always light headed and nauseous. I always felt the same everyday for two months. I would wake up with cold hands and feet and vomit in the morning, when I eat, and when I brush my teeth. It was so exhausting. I decided to apply for a 30 days sick leave from work because I was not in my best condition. I felt so dizzy that all I could was to lie down. I didn't want to leave my bed. I lied down while I watched TV and still lied down when I ate. I thought I would be able to recover after having some rest but I didn't. I eventually had to request another 30 days sick leave because I did not have any improvement. I already thought of quitting my job because I felt so hopeless. My family was always there for me, ...

I always wanted to buy storage for the toys of my nephew and nieces. Because they are still babies who want to play around all the time, it would be convenient to have storage for their toys when they are done playing. I found this storage in shopee but it's quite pricey. This costs Php 2,799 exclusive of shipping cost so this is still in my wishlist for now. So today, I found an alternative for the one above. They are plastic crates which i think can store more toys. However, shipping would still cost me around php900 for three pieces so I'm still searching if there are stores in the nearby city that sell these. I hope I will be able to find one.

So today, we just had our exit conference with the auditors. Present from the COA camp were the supervising auditor, audit team leader and two audit members. On our end was our mayor, mpdc, budget officer, treasurer, accountant (me!), menro/gso head/bac chairman, one sb member and one member from the bac secretariat. Earlier during the day and the day before and many weeks prior, I was so anxious because of the upcoming exit conference. The exit conference today is actually the sixth exit conference that i have attended but I still get anxious every single time. My mind tells me that the COA will be scrutinizing and criticizing us. But actually, as the supervising auditor said, they are not "kontrabidas" but enablers. They are there to recommend measures in order to correct and improve the existing system and processes. I was actually inspired to practice writing today and start improving on my reading skills because today, I was tasked to do the closing remarks and i just co...