What I have been busy doing nowadays. Have you ever felt so empty for being so lazy and unproductive? That's actually how I feel these days. I have so many things to do but I decide to ignore all of them. Instead, I do entirely different things to distract me from things that I should be doing. To give you an overview where I'm coming from, let's just say that in our organization, I am the head of one of the departments. Also, when I entered this organization, I was a fresh graduate who just recently passed the board exam. In other words, I had no work experience at all but I was already holding a very high position. Until now, I still consider myself a lazy person. I hate to admit it but I am. I'm so lucky I was hired When I was interviewed for work, I actually told the interviewer that I was such a hard worker. And that I would choose work over personal matters. But I was telling a lie. Sometimes I wonder how I can fight my laziness. I'm not entirely lazy ...